This sunday, I was planning to get up early and go to church in the morning. But I woke up at 8am with a heavy headache. It was so much that I couldn’t get up right away; so I kept myself in the bed. I fell into asleep again and too many things came into my dream.
So… eventually I woke up with tears in my dream, staring at the ceiling. The headache didn’t go away until the late afternoon. I dreamed again. All just were so real in the dream. The pain is still hanging here with my mind. Then I know I don’t have to go to the church to talk to you because you’ve visited me this morning.
The headache is still here. I know it is the pain of growth. You’ve told me. This is the pain of growth we have to go through.
In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead. [James 2:17]
You’ve been watching me for a long time and taught me a lot. I’ve been to so many eye openers and learned so much. Sometimes I felt too much to learn, too weak to be strong, and too overwhelmed to overcome. But here I am, still alive and dreaming. Life is amazing. Thanks for bringing all those dreams to heal the pains.
Love is the only way to cover our sins, isn’t it? There are so many things to do and I am quite confused which one to follow at first. It takes some time to figure that out. I need this solitude. It’s so messy here.
Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins. [1 Peter 4:8]
