It’s hard to tell what I am feeling now. As the time goes by, I have dreamed a lot interesting things. My mind is full of fresh ideas, questions and curiosity. The dreams are all good and lovely. I hadn’t dreamed like today for quite a while.
A girlfriend flied to Edmonton and spent her night with me on Jun 1st. We had a great time at Common Wealth Stadium of Edmonton. Just about 6 feet away from the stage, with all the lovely madness and excitement. We were singing “One” all together; we were singing “With Or Without You” all together; we were showing our cell phone lights all together in the dark night… What a good memory! I could hold my tears when Bono started to talk about the One Project. Yes I can’t say that I don’t care. It is a project for everyone, for all of us, isn’t it?
Freedom, human rights, live, love, war, peace, … there are so many things hanging out there. My mind has been filled with them all. It’s hard to focus on my everyday life. I have been walking alone searching for the answers, have I? I can’t help questioning myself, again and again.
Let’s look back to 20 years ago. What was happening there? Where was I, and what was I thinking of? I can hardly remember exactly but I do feel something inside wanting to speak, to explore and to express to its full.
Yes the change has coming to us. We just haven’t realized that yet. It’s hard to accept it even it is just standing in front of you, right? Sometimes it is. So do I see the changes. Everyone is talking about changes now but we are just talking, and we’ve been talking about that for over 20 years.
Time flies! Lots passed away… The stars still shine in the sky and the sun still warms our world.
I talked to the God this morning. The sunshine was so gentle and soft. He said it’s all right. You will figure it out. Just take your time, or not. It will happen eventually. Let’s embrace the change with love and forgiveness. Yes I will. Thanks be to God.
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your path straight.”
